Realize.

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we’d be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we’d never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other now.

But I can’t spell it out for you,
no it’s never gonna be that simple
no I can’t spell it out for you.

Baby, as the song suggests – you’ve gotta realize.

You’ve gotta realize that I don’t just dish out endearment terms like ‘baby’ easily, that I had commitment issues way before I was introduced to the term ‘commitment’, that I have made sacrifices I never thought I’d ever be capable of for you, that every single day after the one where we crossed each other’s lives took place in different scales of crazy, that for the past 18 years, I’ve been living a routine, a sloppy and ambiguous one, but nevertheless – a routine and that knowing you has upset the said routine and turned my life, in more than one ways, upside down and inside out.

But I’ve realized that I’ve fallen so absurdly in love with you – the mat vespa who speaks chopped up English and has a pair of beautiful eyes that speaks so much for themselves. That, or rather, you.. makes it all okay.